I have a lot on my mind so I let it out here. Music is one of the only reliable things I have; it has the ability to pull me out of drowning waters, keep the world still and break apart all of the fibers in my body. I agree with Roger Harvey, how we're "losing just as much as we're finding, constantly." I just hope I'm losing the negative instead of losing my mind. I fuck up and I'm not at all what I strive to be. As unhappy as I am, I need to find balance. Whether I overcome these obstacles in the end is the hard part - the strength to do so VS. the drive to beat them. "You will have full contentment by summer’s end."
shoutout out to all my buddies who have shitty dads or no dads at all this father’s day, you turned out just great regardless, you can’t choose your family and you don’t deserve any negativity from them,and you don’t deserve backlash or guilt-tripping for cutting them out of your life if that’s what you need/ed to do and i love you all
I’ve fallen in love with a curious one.
Maybe one day he will take the train back home
and be curious enough to read one last message from me
carved on a seat.
One of the best things today was being able to define/describe serfdom to my friend.