You Me At Six — Love Me Like You Used To

Just love me like you need me
Oh, just can’t you need me
Why, why?

And now the things that matter most
The things I can decide if I want
So, this time I will realise
this time I will sacrifice whatever it takes 

(Source: nothingbutshadow-inthenight)

(Source: seradonis, via cxmmoncourtesy)

A year ago, I came home on a late Sunday after a weekend in Coronado. My braces were taken off that Friday and I was enjoying the lightness in my jaw and the beautiful sun-filled weekend. Then I started worrying about the history presentation I had Tuesday, and I hadn’t read the material yet. The day I presented with my group, well things really changed: I became closer to my classmate, somehow managed to find someone I found attractive be attracted to me, and experienced a bomb threat. That Friday, did shit escalate.


Above is what I opened my planner to a few minutes ago. The two quotes I use repeatedly, it’s insane. This week was hell but not the only one I had faced nor had yet to. The day we broke up and the day we fucked up. I should be relaxed and not be bothered by the lack of a relationship this past year. I’m a few inches away from throwing in the towel completely. I don’t give up on people, even though I give into their pleas and sweet but rare acts of friendship. But will this finally wear me down? Can I really cave now?
I’m not used to this. If this is facing my fear, then it’ll be far more painful than it ever was. So, is it even worth it? If I drop the habit, am I going to be bitter, is this going to worsen, will I forgive both of us?

Am I okay with leaving an entire existence behind, to remain static, until he drives away and happily forgets?
Because I’m not. I’m scared he left that week in June, or that Saturday morning after, or even the hour after I admitted my faults and feelings. Who was there and who pretended?

(Source: thisiselliz, via malicieuxlyon)


HIMYM s9ep21 - Gary Blauman on We Heart It.


HIMYM s9ep21 - Gary Blauman on We Heart It.

(Source: frea-ks, via wankerbanker)

Finishing the last two episodes/season finale of How I Met Your Mother

Read More

Vampire Weekend — Pizza Party


P - I - Z- Z- A - P - AR - T - Y

If you gotta blunt then we can get high

If you wanna come then pick up the phone

Don’t get caught with a whack calzone 

(via ichbinbaden)

in depth | if you want to talk things out | 9 | archive | can't sleep | RSS

Marilyn Jade

marilynjade-Queue up, still on-
I have a lot on my mind so I let it out here. Most of me tries to make sense, but the right words slip away. I'm still growing - to love, to build.

"[We're] losing just as much as we're finding, constantly." - Roger Harvey

I just hope I'm losing the negative instead of losing my mind. Balance, strength, drive.